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today, I learn’t to laugh a little and take life easy. When the feeling arises, that life is bullying you or taunting you. Sometimes the best way, is to let it enter your mind one way and slip out the other. I enjoyed the small things that kept me happy throughout the day and sent me smiling to sleep.

A much desired poem being recited on my music player, just at that moment when I was feeling low, it was as if the player sensed my mood!

Giving up a seat to a person who needed it more and getting the biggest toothless grin ever. Just washed a wave happiness all over me!

Walking back home versus taking the sliced-bread packed bus. It gave me a chance to smell the flowers, feel the breeze and walk to my own beat and rhythm. I even skipped to a song, despite the strange but amused and “hey, wish I had the guts to do that!” looks I received from fellow pedestrians.

Coming home, dropping my belongings and rushing to the swimming pool. Undisturbed blue water. Unearthly silences. Just the slight current. The silence. my heartbeat, and me. I am aware of my entire existence then as I swim through the azure blue water…

Returning home to meet my dear amma and daddy, and having an hour of rambling humor. Taking amma’s case while she continues to bully yet pamper daddy at the same time..my parents teach me everyday, the meaning of unconditionally expressed love.

My day cannot be more blessed than this one. Thank you God, for this day and for the hope of tomorrow.

For this day, please accept my humble offering

a sincere prayer never ceases to amaze me. it teaches you to not build expectations on the outcome, but to enjoy the journey with peace of mind, with all honesty and with the motivation to just have the task well done. the results will turn out positive without an iota of a doubt.

i have begun to believe in prayer, but not because of the success that life has begun to taste, but for that serene state of mind, that washes over me, after prayer. even the best paid job or the most expensive object or a bedazzling jewel cannot buy because, it’s truly priceless, the power of prayer.

my prayer is simple – “sarvejana, sukhino bhavantu”

you are my rock, daddy
you are my rock, amma
you are my rock, kutty
you are my rock, abhi

for without you, I would be like the meandering stream, going aimlessly without any strength or power, mingling with the endless sea. thanks for being there, here and everywhere with me. for without any of you, I would be dust.